Hi wow last nite I had my worship prac and it was awesome. God was really at work around me :) hehe that's the 1st reality from "Experiencing God". JM the main keyboardist din turn up so the band was jus me, the a guitar and the drums. last year in such a situation i would freak out and thinking abt this situation home wd unsettle me but this time i had that surpassing peace of God within me C: And better still my worship leader even demo to me... his std is near mine better though but u know it make u feel comforted when someone plays in a way u comprehend and similar to the way u play... hmm i guess i always thought my playing was amateurish but hey no that's a evil lie. God can use me no matter where my playing is so long i have a willing heart. Admittedly i've lost the fire and enthu for improving and learning i used to have in sec sch but i guess God is bringing me bk :) thank God for the privilege to serve him :) yeah.
So then i started to play so if i was the main pianist to fill in for that nite temporarily. It was beautiful. not necessarily the playing but more the atmosphere of worship C: When we got into the chorus of "Lovely are Your dwelling places" I felt that it was the Holy Spirit playing thru me no longer me playing... but rather me as an instrument of and for His praise (yeah i never saw it that way till i was talking to stellaarh abt it jus now :) yeah it was awesome, joyful yet when u think of it humbling. Cos without him I'm nothing. He's strong when I'm weak. praise Him. yeah i finally realised that the exposure all these months have produced fruit, have made a progress i never really thought much of. Thank you God so much for it all. it wasnt easy and at times i was higly frustrated at the transition from playing piano style( looking at scores) to the church looking at chords style. Yeah it was bea-u-ti-fullll and i wont mind sitting thru it again :) yeah. He's so amazing. cant thank and praise Him enough :)
haha so i guess JM's not turning up was for a reason huh :) hehe
oh yea today i met up with cheryl steph and gra at holland. saw like so many familiar AC and MG faces there as usual huh haha some things dun change. saw joy! yea another of my dear AH and MG jnr :) had a great time at tcc. hehe oh man i love the menu there it has so many interesting flavours hehe i like that kind of stuff :) haha rem the times i went to the juice stall in AC and ordered odd concoctions like carrot tomato juice, watermelon milk shake haha my classmates always ribbed me abt it :) hey i miss that juice stall in AC so nice so fun also haha. btw carrot-orange, carrot-apple is nice. watermelon milk a tad too sweet. orange watermelon is horrid. haha there were many more concoctions we tried but i cant rem how some of them tasted haha. oh well it was a great time to catch up and
apparently there's some AC passion thingy? some worship thing I think on 1st july, a fri evening. open to all AC pple past n present so pls come k. it will be great i think smthg like the MG praise thanksgiving thingy. yeah pray for it too huh. i dunno the details but i guess u cd easily find it out :) oh yeah esther's back tmr! yeah! :) hehe so happy plus min's exams are over. now for some catching up, some tennis, some ba kut teh *hehe min's fave*, some visiting MG yeah? C;
k looking forward to it all =) Good nite and God bless u all! =)
