Walking home that day, I realised that when I dun like a guy who likes me I make it pretty obvious to him. Not like in the exact words, but I jus send out the get away from me! vibes. But when I like a guy, I dun have the guts to let him know, I mean not in words but not even in emotions or vibes or body lang...dunno I jus get too pai seh whenever he's ard... all i do is keep staring at him or sometimes afraid to look him in the eye, to talk...I subscribe to the belief that guys shd always make the move not girls cos its jus not rite. crap I think I know how to hide my feelings well... too well. sigh why why do i make myself n others suffer like that. U know why i seem so quiet? it's not that i dun have anything to say... it's cos I dun know how to say what i wanna say... maybe i can write well but speaking, saying stuff is totally different. 2+ years of wondering... Does he know does he not know does he think i dun care does he think i'm dao? when will it be a happy ending? :)
who says i'm not suffering who says i din cry i cried so much who says i dun love him
only God knows how much i do